I am worried. I have been on this ridiculous diet for about a month, and there's been no change. I heard Jen & Sean talking about giving me even less food. How will I survive? They may not think I've lost weight, but I know. I'm wasting away. Don't they understand that I'm just big boned. Really! It's true! I will never be skinny. It's who I am. Next thing they'll be talking about that stomach stapling thing. I'll never survive.
Maybe I can sneak some food when Jen goes back to work. It's time already. She's not the only one whose style is cramped by this surgery. She's always here. I can never get away with anything? I can't wait until she's back at work, and I can go back to my normal schedule. It's been exhausting.
Maybe that's the reason I'm not losing weight. It's the stress. I must be retaining water. Yeah, that's it. When we go back to a normal schedule all will be well. Yeah. That's it.
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